Debilitating Narcissism

The deepest part of me
has been sitting in a lingering wait
I’m here for you
You’re here for me
Attempt at reconciliation
just placed in last.
I’m too vague and
You hold my masculation
It’s not enough
It’s too much
This debilitating narcissism attacks my mental frustration
in a way that all I’m looking for is some quiet concentration
but the way my mind is hitting me attacks in reverberation
The tingle, the fear, and the forever looming procrastination
Nothing will ever be done and for simple postulation

I assume I’m always wrong.